Date: 17th April, 2008..
Time in MALAYSIA: 0610..(18th April, 2008..)
Time in FRANKFURT: 2355..
Who don't have a dream??
Who don't plan their destiny for their future??
I think..
The percentage is very low for those who don't..
As an actor..
Who don't wish to be like CHOW YUN FATT??
As a programmer..
Who don't wish to be like BILL GATE??
As a business man..
Who don't wish to be like DONALD TRIUMP??
As a politician..
Who don't wish to be like Pres. CLINTON??
As a chef..
Who don't wish to be like Chef RAMSAY??
Coming to GERMANY for training is my dream..
It had fulfilled..
It is not bad..But great..
I can gain for more pride..
I can fight for more honour..
I can feel different than the others..
I can learn more skills and techniques..
I can explore more than the others..
But..
Sometimes I will feel regret..
Why??
Regret..Because choosing the training place far from home..
Regret..Because ignore the elders' advice..
Regret..Because choosing to chase for own dream..
But sacrificed everything arround me..
What I had sacrificed??
I had sacrifice the time with my family..
I had sacrifice the time with my loving one..
I had sacrifice the time with my friends and buddies..
Mama cook good foods and soups for us..
Papa spend time to joke and fun with us..
Friends using their times to help us when we need helps..
I really miss those days in home..
Luckily is just that 5 months..But not longer..
Even..
Sometimes I will wake up when heard someone shout from outside..
I though that sound is my mama asked me to wake up..
Home is always the greatest place in the world..
But now..
For this 5 months..
I have to fight alone..
Wash own clothes..
Cook own foods..
Count own expenses..
Although is regret..
But I can't turn back..
Because this is the pathway I had chosen..
I have to be responsible to my choice..
Just take this as a experince..
Just take this as a training..
Just take this as a challenge..
Nowadays..
I had learnt a lot..
Learnt how to appreciate..
Learnt not to blaime..
Learnt how to take care myself..
Learnt how to think for the love ones..
Learnt how to see things with heart..
Learnt how to keep own promises that I had made..
In this world..
There are no free lunch for anyone..
Choosing for dream..
Maybe have to leave the home to other place to explore more to get the dream..
But must have to sacrifice everything..
The time with family and friends..
Even the loving one..
But choosing for things arround you..
Then the situation will be 180 degree different from choosing dream..
To those dream chaser..
If just wanted to explore the world..
Why don't take a pack beg vacation for months??
It might have to spend some money..
But remember..
At least you didn't lose either of them..
Remember don't like me..
Everyone consider me as a clever person..
Everyone consider me as an independence person..
Everyone consider me as a kind person..
Sometimes I will admit it..
But I am too selfish to myself..
I choose to chase own dream to gain the pride and success..
But sacrifice all the loves..
Behind the successful dream..
All is uncountable tears..
All is unspokeable loneliness..
As my opinion..
"Do not choose the pathway for the destiny,
which can make you regret in the future.."
So be pleased to make a wise choice..
At here..
I want to beg the GOD..
Beg HIM for always staying aside and protect my family..
Beg HIM for always staying aside and protect my Miss Peggy..
Beg HIM for always staying aside and protect my friends and buddies..
Beg HIM for always staying aside and protect all of my juniors..
Wishing and blessing them stay and live healthy and happily for every moment..
Loving them..
Frm: HUNG, the lovely chef..
P.S: So sorry to all of you who read my blog..
Sure you all still remember that I had promised to post photo??
Because of my family can't post it to me..
Why??
Because there are some small technical problems..
Till now still figuring out the way..
So I will try to write and describe more for the places and things that I had seen..
I will try the best to write more intresting..ok??
About photo..
I think I might try to borrow from others..
Or wait for the good news from my family..
Or else..there are no more photos to see..
If had taken photos..
Might have to wait me back to my hometown, PENANG to post it up slowly..
Because posting up photos is really take time..
So hope you guys can understand me..
So see ya 4 months later in August..
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2 comments:
Hung,
Feeling home-sick is normal. Stick through it and you will do fine. Don't spend too much time regretting about your decision for going there though. Since you are already there, might as well take it as an opportunity and learn more, not just at work but also in life. It will do you good. Don't come home regretting that you have not experienced anything, but in turn have spent all the time sulking about wanting to go home. I trust that you will do fine. Take care of yourself! Good luck and all the best!
Best Wishes,
Ms Wong
Dearest god son,
Everything also hard 1..we training at here also hard... but u need to enjoy it. Just treat it like in the college in malaysia. Then u will feel not so stress and hard. You also will feel that u enjoy the training. If feel any stress just go have a walk or shopping or do something to cover it. Me at here also like that. Everything must bear dont quarrel with ppl. Hope you enjoy your training and i will always go your blog to read ur journal. Already become big boy ade. So must do like a big boy. Dont do like a kid. When back from Germany u must become a gentle and success man. We will miss you all the time. Remember when back from Germany call me then i will call our friends go to airport to welcome you. Okie??? Remember it dont forget because this is a good and perfet memory for you and our friends. OK?? Haha.. hope the training is finish fast and perfet. We will miss you always. Dont worry about your friends in malaysia, they all very good. Dont forget that you also still got another family in Malaysia so u need to come back with healthy and professional person. We all waiting you come back. ok lah i stop here lah... continue it next time. See you soon.....Take care and carefull everything...
From god mum (KDU College, Penang)
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