A Thin Line Between Good & Bad..

Date: 21st May, 2008..
Time in MALAYSIA: 0610..(14th May, 2008..)
Time in FRANKFURT: 2355..

In this article..
I just want to share my life here with you all..
Since so long had been stayed in Germany..
I had crossed a lot of happiness and sadness too..
But when having a sadness moment..
What can I do??
I just have to review back to the situation..
Review to the good sides..
And enjoy the life back..

Now I start to share with you guys..

Situation: When made the choice of coming to Germany for training..
Bad view: Quite sad..Because have to stay far from house..
Good view: Quite excited..About I can learn and train a lot of things..

Situation: Staying in Germany..Had met a lof of barriers..
Bad view: Felt hard and exhausted..
Good view: I can make myself stronger and tougher than last time..

Situation: When I found out my classmate had betrayed me..
Bad view: I had lost a friend..He can't reliable anymore..
Good view: Take this as a good challenge to fight for the life with myself..

Situation: I had shifted to breakfast section..
Bad view: I can't communicate well with the section chiefs..
Good view: This is a chance to train my communication skill into a better standard..

Situation: My German friend invite me to Clubbing..
Bad view: Wasted Money..The Music had killed my ears..The Lights had killed my eyes..
Good view: Once in a lifetime..Besides it had proved that I am NOT one of the clubbing fans..

Situation: My German Friend invite me to a movie..
Bad view: Wasted Money..Movie in German and no subtitle..Almost slept in the theatre..
Good view: A good lesson and experience for me..

Situation: I have to go to Frankfurt to meet my uncle's friend..
Bad view: I have to waste my money for the train fare..
Good view: I can get my camera and return the long johns to my uncle..

Situation: When my friends told me that my reports had written in wrong format..
Bad view: I felt sucks..Because have to redo all..
Good view: I have somethings to do..Since I am so boring here..

Situation: My expenses in Germany are low..
Bad view: I can't buy anything or go to travel around..
Good view: This might can train me for saving money and avoid myself from some unhappy accident as well..

People might feel that I am quite funny or freak..
In a sad and bad condition or situation..
Somemore can think about good or bad view..
But for me..
If I don't think from this way..
I might give up everythings earlier..
This is a kind of motivation for me and everybody as well..

Don't forger that..
"In this world..We have Heaven & Hell..
They are just seperated between a thin line..
It just depend on how we think about it.."

Think wise & Act wise..
Sometimes a freak mindset might save you a life..
Take care & Stay chill..

Cheers..
Warmest Regards..
Frm: HUNG, the lovely chef..

P.S: I love and miss you, my family & friends..
Now I had staying here for 2 months..
Just still left 3 more months to go..
Time always pass faster than we thought..
Wait me home..
Still a lot of things to share with you guys..
Words can't finish my speech..hehe
Loving & Missing you all..
Muaksz..zs..sz..

Usual Day vs Special Day..

Date: 11st May, 2008..
Time in MALAYSIA: 0445..(12nd May, 2008..)
Time in FRANKFURT: 2226..

Usual Day..
How to describe my usual day??
As usual..
I brush my teeth daily..
I watch CNN daily..
I write report daily..
I go to work daily..
I miss my home daily..
I miss my friends daily..
These is all my usual daily work..
This had became my responsibles..

Special Day..
How to say is a Special Day??
Well..Today is Sunday..
But before this Sunday..
On the monday..I had sent my mum a postcard..
Why??
Because today is MOTHER's DAY..
I don't want to miss the chance to wish my mum..
So I have to post my card earlier from Germany back to M'sia..

My mum is my dearest one..
Although she always scold me at home..
But those are for my good..
Well..Everyone will hate to hear the annoying scolding voice..
For me..Included as well..
Hate most..
So I will fight back to her..
Then we will start to have war..
Which side will win??
I hope I will..
But of course..
She is my mum..So she get the "flag" all the time..

My sis said that I am the one who changed my mum alot..
Well..My mum also had changed me alot too..
How she changed me??
She teach me what is good and bad..
So that..Now I can seperate out what is good and bad..
She scold me when I not listen to her..
So that..Now I get well-trained than others..
She beat me when I did troublesome..
So that..Now I not dare to make trouble again..
How I changed her??
Well..As my sis said..
I changed her way to teach her kids..
So that..She can communicate well with us..
I changed her view of seeing the future..
So that..She can know the world is changing..
I changed her to more open minded..
So that..She will let her kids to explore their future..

This is the relationship between my mum & I..
Well..I heard someone told me before..
What the "someone" said??
He told me that since come out to the world..
Most important thing is FRIEND..
"How about family and parent??" I asked..
He said those are not important anymore..

Well..
For me..
Of course..I won't listen to him..
Cause he has a different skin with me..
Cause he has a different culture with me..
Cause he has a different background with me..

How so??
Cause as a chinese..
We respect our parent..
We respect our family..
We respect our name..
For me..
Parent has the bond on our relationship that unbreakable..
Family has the love that Friends can't give..
Name has the backbone for our history..
So..How come I can forget my parent and family??
So..How come I can more focus on friends than family??
So..How come I can turn myself become a "family betrayer"..
Hell no..

Parent give us education when we are kids..
Parent give us warm when we are cold..
Parent give us food when we are hungry..
Parent give us bed when we are sleepy..
Parent give us shoulder when we are sad..
Parent give us hands when we need help..
Parent give us money when we are poor..
Parent give us love when we are lonely..
Parent give us everything when we need anything..
That's why we need to respect and love our parent back..
But not to forget them..

Since I am here in Germany..
The one I miss most is my parent..
I miss their voice..
I miss their smile..
I miss those moments with them..
Last time..I don't know what is APPRECIATE..
Because I can get anything on time..
What I want..I can get it from parent..
But till now..I start to know and understand what is APPRECIATE..
The true meaning of appreciate is unexplainable..
It just need to feel..It just need to pass through in the life..
Just like me..I now can feel that they are not arround me..
This moment I can feel that last time they can give us everything..
But did they ask for pay back?? No..
This moment I can feel that last time the love they had given..
But did they ask for pay back?? No..

I hope when I go back to my home..
I can help my dad & mum as much as I could..
I trying to give them my love..
Want them to share things with me..
But not always asking from them..
They are getting older..I am getting bigger..
I hope I won't be too late to treat my parent well..

I love you..MaMa..
I wish you can have a good & nice Mother's Day..
I love you too..PaPa..
I wish you can be healtier than everyone..
I love you "three"..My KoKo & Sis..
I wish you both can have a good future in your love and career..
I love you "four"..My friends..
I wish you all can know what is appreciate from this moment..

"Never say too late to appreciate the loves"..

Take care & Stay chill..
Cheers..

Frm: HUNG, the lovely chef..

P.S: Tomorrow is a festival for the German..
They told me that it is a festival for Welcome the Spring & Summer..
For them..
They wish they will have a good spring and summer time..
For me..
I wish all my family and friends will have a enjoyabe life in every seconds..
Cheers..